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    March 09

    Courage

    Finally, the decision was made
    I don't care what others will say
    As long as you feel certain as me
    I will follow you to the end of the world
    I know things won't be easy
    My heart is trying to convince myself
    What I am afraid of is that you decide to give up suddenly
     
    Love does need courage
    To face with the gossip
    As long as I see certainty in your eyes
    My love will make sense
    We both need courage
    To believe to be together
    I can feel you in the crowd
    And the true love you put in my hand
     
    If I am too bilious and capricious
    And hurt you unmeantly
    Can you just remind me of that softly
    I am too nervous, but I am afraid to lose you even more 
    December 19

    All Is Over

    Really hope that tomorrow will be today, and the day after tomorrow will also be today, on and on...
    Anyway, all is over.Not someone anymore.
    Just like a pretty good dream, and now it's time to get up.
    Great pity that no video and few photos to memorize it all.
    But I will remember the warmth in hands, the expression in eyes, the words for me, the smell of the ketchup and the fantastical relationship.
    And the ring, which is one of the treasures in my life.
    November 30

    Is Everything

    Stated & Clear?
     
    I hope so.

    The Sky's Blue

    If 1 minute later,
    I can say HI to him2.
    If I had a good idea,
    no embarrassment for him1 and me. 
    Why so many IFs today?
    Girl from Zhongshan is 很好.
    So are boys from Guangzhou.
     
    November 29

    Changed

    Many things changed.
    The weather, the seasons.
    And maybe my heart.
    Can one heart hold two?
    And who will be the one?
    September 18

    Don't love me, as a friend

    Don't love me, as a friend
    At the crossing of friendship and love, have you ever considered my feeling?
    In the vagueness between you and me
    There's the love that can't not be achieved and given
     
    If the love is placid inside me
    Why does my heart beat furiously when you're looking at me
    Perhaps love is a beauteous suddenness
    Could you make everything clarified to me?
     
    Don't love me, don't love me, as a friend
    When you can't stand loneliness, you will turn to me
    Don't love me, don't love me, when you can only say that
    I am the only girl who understands you in the world
     
     
    Don't love me, as a friend
    It's time to make a choice from friendship and love
    Though my heart is suffering
    My love has be given to you, and can't be brought back
     
    If the love is placid inside me
    Why does my heart beat furiously when you're looking at me
    Perhaps love is a beauteous suddenness
    Why don't you face my love?
     
    Don't love me, don't love me, as a friend
    When you find your new one, I seem to be beingless
    Don't love me, don't love me, when you can only say that
    You can't afford the loss of me
     
    Don't love me, don't love me, as a friend
    I failed, I am tired, and I don't wish to wait anymore
    Don't love me, don't love me, when you can not say that
    You have the same feeling to me
     
    Don't love me... 
     
     
    August 13

    Disappointed Again

    I decided to give up...
    Thanks to street lights!!! They make the stars dimmed!!!
    Hope to see the shooting stars in my dream...
    An translation of part of the lyrics of Daniel's song 流星·森林·雨, just to end my disappointment and regret:
    there's no need to open your eyes
    you can also see the brightest meteors at the dark dark night
    feel like standing on the roof, under the sky
    from the bottom of the heart of mine
    promising our forever plight

    Waiting for the Meteor Shower

    Remember the year when I was 16, and the big big regret for not watching the gorgeous meteor shower.
    Also remember the magical night when we watched and screamed together.That was my first time to see falling stars!!! I clearly remember I saw 7 shooting stars that night,two of which came hand in hand!!! You can imagine how excited I was!
    Oh, it's time to go out onto the balcony to wait for that lovely fairies! Wish me luck~~~!!!
    August 07

    T 07057

    Met T 07057 in the street last sat.
    Long time no see~ How were you these days?
    Am I talking to the bus,
    which carries my most treasurable memories,
    or the one,
    who gave me these memories?
    Remembering the naive me in those days.
    You brought me this song:
    I never had a dream come true
    Till the day that I found you.
    That's exactly true.
    Missing you...
     
     
      Never Had A Dream Come True
                           S Club 7
    Everybody's got something
    They had to leave behind
    One regret from yesterday
    That just seems to grow with time
     
    There's no use looking back or wondering
    How it could be now or might have been
    All this I know
    But still I can't find ways to let you go
     
    I never had a dream come true
    Till the day that I found you
    Even though I pretend that I move on
    You'll always be my baby
    I never had the words to say
    You're the one I think about each day
    And I know no matter where life takes me to
    A part of me will always be with you
     
    Somewhere in my memory
    I've lost a sense of time
    And tomorrow can never be
    Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
     
    You'll always be the dream that fills my head
    Yes you will, say you will
    You know you will, oh baby
    You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
    That's no use looking back or wondering
    Because love is a strange and funny thing
    No matter how I try and try
    I just can't say goodbye
    July 24

    Nothing to Say...

    One sentence to describe these days:
    Nothing to say...
    Hot weather, preparing for the written exam and friends being apart.
    July 22th may be the happiest day until now.
    Get together with some dear friends.
    Yes, just SOME. Some are not there.
    Monkey are preparing a tour to the beach.
    Longing for it.
    Continue to prepare for the exam...
    July 11

    Pull myself out...

    Nothing's important now.
    Life continues.
    I will find my way.
    Hide my tears and smile.
    I swear.
    Swear to and for everything,
    I am not going to mess up.
    Always watch and pray aside.
    Silently.
    June 04

    The man I've loved for 9 years~!

    So nice to have his news~! I miss him...
    It's warm and exciting to read his words in his blog, just as he's with me~!
    I am enrapt to see he's having my favourite EDO~~!!!
    He's having his new album soon~! Longing for it...
    がんばって!Daniel~ I will always be there for you~~~!!!

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    May 25

    Maybe, Some Day

    Maybe, some day
    I shall fall in love with you.
    Maybe, some day
    We would be together.
    Maybe, some day
    Maybe may be waited.
    Maybe, some day
    We would both forget us.
     
    If everything will be bygone,
    Why not leave some memories.
    When I look into your eyes,
    I am looking for miracles.
     
    Maybe, some day
    You will miss me.
    Maybe, some day
    We would both forget us.
     
    Even if everything will be bygone,
    We should keep a faith.
    When you open your eyes,
    Please give your attention to my heart.
     
     
    May 14

    You Raise Me Up

    When I am down
    and, oh my soul so weary;
    When troubles come
    and my heart burdened be;
    Then, I am still
    and wait here in the silence,
    Until you come
    and sit awhile with me

    You raise me up,
    so I can stand on mountains;
    You raise me up,
    to walk on stormy seas;
    I am strong,
    when I am on you shoulders;
    You raised me up:
    To more than I can be.

     

    Mum, I love you most. You are the one who raises me up. I can't be what I am today without you. On this special day, I want to sing this song to you. Hope you will get it from the bottom of my heart.


    May 12

    Be sentenced to death

    It's hard to make such a decision, but I make it finally.
    Because I know I was sentenced to death.
    Don't worry. I will be fine as well.
     
    At the same time, I would like to say sorry and thanks to sb. I have my own excuse to be cold to you. Hope you will understand and forgive me. If not, just let it be.
    April 22

    Memories of That Magical Day~~

    I've spent nearly a whole day
    to recall the memories of that magical day.
    I shall never forget the weather that day,
    the music and the most happiness.
    That's the only place that I love by heart.
    I never had a dream comes true
    till the day that I found you.
    I will certainly be back.
    The time hopes to be this summer.
    April 11

    AR~~~Busy ar~~~~~~~~

    Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~
    Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~
    Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~
    Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~
    Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~Busy~
    ......
    New Point~~Add oil ar~~~~~~!!!! 
     
    I want my sleepness ar......
     
     
    April 06

    Emotionalism

    Grum again today...
    Not feel like doing anything, thought piles of things are waiting for me...
    I can tell why, but does the reason help?
    Or is there any way to solve it?
    I know I shall not sink into it, but does this help either?
    Mass in my head, but emptiness in my heart.
    It's just the thing that makes me emotional,
    again and again.
    April 02

    All About "Occlumency"

    Many friends ask me what's this word's meaning as I put it as my signature. HO HO~ Maybe no one can look it up in the dictionary. My suggestion is to read Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix. This word is the title of Chapter 24. And it's a kind of magic in Harry Potter's magic world. As the advanced wizards and witches can read through one's mind, this kind of magic can occlude the mind so that others won't get to know what you are thinking about.
     
    So the root of "occlumency" is "occlude" which means "to cause to become closed; to prevent the passage of". And the Chinese interpretion of "occlumency" is 大脑封闭术. So the Chinese helps a lot to understand, right?
     
    Yes, I want to occlude myself at the moment. I can't tell why, and I am just feeling down. I sit in front the computer, and it seems that no one realizes my existence. Since no one talks with me, I don't like to talk to anybody else. It seems that the whole world is dodging me, not mentioned somebody.
    Maybe it's all because of somebody. It doesn't matter. I will just practise Occlumency much harder and occlude myself...
    April 01

    アイプリル フールス デー

    Get through today safely, but bored...
    No one fools me. That's great! Can't forget last year's today...But successfully, I fooled someone! HO HO HO~~~
    In the afternoon, I suddenly felt down, for no reasons...Indistinctly I felt that it's a kind of missing. I've fallen deeper...
    Borrowed AJ's bike, and had a bicycle trip for 2 rounds. It was perfect to have a bicycle trip alone. I enjoyed the breeze, the good weather and the time for me to think and enjoy.
    And then fooled AJ by telling lie that his bike's lost! HA HA HA~~~Success!That was the happiest thing happened to me today~!
     
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